Now please don't get me wrong, I praise God that I have a way to support my family
But, the cost is catching up with me.
I feel myself becoming embittered towards my job,
I dislike my job, because of how it of how it effects my 'social' life
And honestly this brings me to an area that is really convicting to me.
I have been richly blessed with the ability to research and study and write/teach, and I feel that I waste so much time that could be spent do those things. C. H. Spurgeon was known to work 18 hours a day, and when asked how he did it his rely was, " there are two of us working."
Well there are two of use working (I hope), yet I sleep far to much ( nine Hours or more) and can not focus on writing in the mornings before work. I WASTE so much TIME.